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Shauna Sands Update and more October 29, 2009

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Well it appears that the video, Shauna Sands Exposed, by Vivid will now be officially released on or around Nov. 6th.

A few weeks back I mentioned I was having some memories of some old skool porn I once had starring Leena and a very young (18) Jenna Jameson that I was looking into re-acquiring.  I actually did a digital download and paid a bit more than I would have liked too, and I have mixed feelings about teh experience:  First, looking back at the Leena tapes…well, they didn’t hold up as well as I first imagined they would.  At about $18 for a digital download (ugg), the quality hadn’t improved at all.  They were basically old VHS tapes that someone had converted to DVD digital format, however, the graininess, sounds drops, color distortion, and an occaisional VHS tape tracking hiccup showed up.  And while Leena was indeed as hot as I remembered her to be, the other’s did seem dated in the late 80’s early 90’s attire and actor Jonathan Morgan is just plain goofy.  There wasn’t as much Leena as I had hoped.

The Jenna download was much better.  I think she was only 18 at the time, not as much ‘porn’ makeup, much more amateur style, and her moans and excitement were 100% believable.  The only drawback was that it was a Randy West scene and at the time he was clearly starting to show his age.  The other scenes were good as well, as good as you can get from a VHS tape again originally filmed in the early 90’s.  Again, the cost was about $18.

Sometimes I find it hard to justify spending any kind of money on that stuff, especially ‘older’ stuff in the modern age of HD, gonzo, and so much good stuff…like Reality Kings.  They have a lot of variety and a ton of stuff for $30 a month.  On occassion, that is few and far between, I’ll slap down the $30 fee and get a ton of movies to download and it’s definetly more bang for your buck that a single $18 VHS quality video.  And lets not forget how many free sites are out there as well….plenty.

Getting back to ‘celebrity’ tapes……well, I do actually find them very interesting and titalizing…as if they were ‘forbidden’.  I’ve seen the Pam Anderson/Tommy Lee, Kim Kardashian/Ray Jay, Paris Hilton/boyfriend, Collin Farrel/model girlfriend, Vince/Janine tape to name a few and for the most part I’ve liked them all.  But I all saw bootlegs of these and never paid a cent.

However when it comes to this new one with Shauna, I am very tempted to drop the $35 for a 2-disc collection.  I have no idea what is on the second disc, but after seeing some of the stills and a teaser trailer….I find myself getting very worked up over her.  It appears she has dropepd her suit against Vivid which makes it even more suspicious to me that this isn’t a publicity stunt or intentional leak.  In the end, I really don’t care….I am really looking forward to seeing and maybe even owning this tape.

Hope that doesn’t make me sound as a real porn degenerate or deperate loser.  In a way though, I could see how you guys might think that….tapes are released all the time, but only this one have I been actively looking forward to.

On the personal front, it has been a little slow going.  I have not returned Bella’s contact at all as it brings up to many emotions for me that I don’t feel like I can deal with right now. 

I also recently ran into an ex girlfriend of mine that I dated only for a few months about 10 years ago.  It was somewhat awkward for me bordering on uncomfortable.  She is single and now a mother with no contact with the father and has also gained about 70+ lbs.  I’m sorry if that sounds mean and callous, but due to her short stature, she looks a bit ‘big’.  We ran into each other at a party of mutual friends and I had no idea what to say.  We didn’t break up on bad terms or anything, it was the fact I just wasn’t into her but I know she liked me quite a bit.  The uncomfortable part was at this party she began flirting with me again, and I had NO desire to flirt back.  The day after the party my friend called me to let me know that she is still carrying a torch for me and started asking questions about my situation.  She’s a ‘nice’ person, but I really don’t want any further contact.

Becky has disapeared from the face of the planet.  A fun ‘fling’ that I may have wanted to explore further, but doesn’t look like that’s gonna happen.

April called me last week now that she is feeling much better and we had an conjugal encounter last Saturday.  It was ‘fun’…could have be more ‘fun’ if she’d just learn to relax, but she seemed a bit more plaful than usual.  Since this post is already way too long, maybe next one will be that encounter.  It was kinda funny, as well as erotic, to say the least.

TMI Tuesday: 02-03-09 February 3, 2009

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Bare with me (yet again lately…), I’ve been so tired and beat up at work lately, I feel like I could fall asleep any second.  The last few mornings I barely want to get up, and I’ve been going to bed early as well.

I still owe all you the Double Date story (2 weeks already….Doh!), and another quickie I had on this past Friday.  But hopefully this installment of TMI will get my creative juices flowing…

1.  When you sleep with someone, how much or how little contact do you like to have?

Relatively speaking, if you mean sleep as in actual ’sleep’ and not sex, then I like very little contact.  An occasion back scratch, rub, or contact is ‘okay’ to let me know you’re there I suppose, but I think most guys like to have a lot of room in bed to toss and turn.  I don’t like feeling constrained (unless it’s a game or a part of foreplay *wink*), so I like a nice free space buffer zone around my body.  Now if we’re talking sleep as in ’sex’…well then of course I want as much contact as possible.

2.  What do you think is the appropriate amount of time for a divorce parent to date before introducing the kids to the ‘new special’ person in their life?

I don’t think it is appropriate at all if there is any chance of reconciliation with a spouse.  If indeed there is no hope of reconciliation with an ex, then I would say it must be quite some time…enough time that you and the new person have really sat down and spoke about the kids and impact it may have on the relationship and if that person is mature and responsible in their own lives before introducing them to your kids.  I’d err on the side of caution and conservatism here, and hopefully a strong foundation is in place for a long term union…not a rebound fling or casual thing.

3.  Which ONE do you wish you had more of in bed (romance, experimentation, or foreplay?

My first thought is experimentation because I thinks there’s still a few things out there I’d like to try, but after those are achieved…how much more experimenting can their be if I am happy?  So maybe my answer really is ‘foreplay’….I like foreplay.

4.  What do you think makes a great kiss?

Oh…tough one to put into words.  Without too many cliches and PC answers, a great kiss to me is: electricity throughout my body…alternating between soft and tender and aggressive and hard.  Warm, passionate and the ability to take my mind off of any other care in the world.  Something that I will remember and talk about in my own head for days on end.  It’s feels beyond just ‘right’, but like two puzzle pieces fitting together.

5.  Describe your sex life in two words.

Lackadaisical reciprocation.

Bonus: Do you remember a time when you were having sex that you smile or even laugh about now?  Do Tell….

Chocolate cake & Bella….somewhere in my archives.

TMI Tuesday: 1-20-09 January 20, 2009

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tmi11. Have you ever dated/married purely for money?

No, but sometimes I wish I had.  No, in all seriousness, I’ve never been one to look at money as the bottom line on a relationship.  But I’d be lying if I didn’t state I’d think it be nice to meet someone who actually was a bit well off.  I’m not a pig headed man who thinks it’s a mans obligation to be the bread winner.  If I dated a girl who made more than me, I’d be okay with that.  Unfortunately it seems my lot in life to meet women who tend to financially struggle.

2. What is your type?

 

I’m not exactly sure what this question really entails, but I suppose my ‘type’ would be someone who is genuinely hearted, compassionate and empathetic to others.  Someone who believes in God and likes animals and children.  I like women that are slightly athletic and intelligent.  I like a certain degree of spontaneity and adventure.  I like a woman who know how to dress for the occassion….meaning jeans and cowboys boots at the rodeo, elegant dress for a ball, provactive clothing at a club, and sexy lingerie in the bedroom.  I like girls that are clean, wear the appropriate amount of makeup and exude a level of sexy and confident playfullness without being arrougant and stuck up.  A bit on the tall side, tan lines a plus.  A passionate kisser and a streak of naughty in them.

3. What is the best sex game you have ever played?

I like  a little roll playing on occasion, but if we’re talking actual ‘games’ like board/card games….then I suppose I enjoyed strip poker with Michelle back in the day, some blindfold/trust games with Bella, and some naughty game I played with Karen once where one die had body parts on it, the other was an action verb to perform.

4. Have you ever given or received an orgasm from a person whose last name you did not know?

Yup.  On both accounts.  Had a few enocunters in college where we never exchanged last names.  One was in an alley way I once told you all about.  No clue on who she was.

5. Have you ever masturbated in front of a sexual partner?

Oh yeah.  I’ve taped myself once for a girl, and she did the same in kind.  I had one girl put on a show for me on my bed as I sat in a chair and watched, and yet another asked me to masterbate on her both in the shower and on her bed as she awaited me to cum on naked body.  Now that I think about it, I can’t think of a girl who hasn’t done it in front of me that I was with.  But each experience and memory is unique in it’s own way.  If I’m lucky….I may try and play some of these questions back out in one capacity or another tonight.

Bonus (as in optional):At what age do you think men and women reach their sexual peak? Do you think you have hit yours yet?

 

I’ve once heard men reach their peak in their late teens, or early 20’s.  I don’t think that applies to me, or my male friends.  I’ve been feeling pretty sexual for almost 20 years now and I think I’m just as randy today as I was when I was 19…and my friends I’ve known for years are just as horny today too.  Hopefully I haven’t hit mine yet….a lot of it depends on the partner and what they can get out of you as well.

 

On the flip side I hear more and more about women peaking in their 40’s…hence maybe the cougar syndrome and MILF factor.  I think women are definetly more in-tune with their bodies beginning in their late 20’s and throughout their 30’s.  Looking back, sex with 30-something women was indeed better than my first few girlfriends in my late teens…but it depends on the girl/woman.  Bella, Sharyn, Karen were leap years ahead of some other women who were older than them or about the same age.  So I don’t think I could really qualify or quantify this premise.