Nate’s Place

Well it appears that the video, Shauna Sands Exposed, by Vivid will now be officially released on or around Nov. 6th.

A few weeks back I mentioned I was having some memories of some old skool porn I once had starring Leena and a very young (18) Jenna Jameson that I was looking into re-acquiring.  I actually did a digital download and paid a bit more than I would have liked too, and I have mixed feelings about teh experience:  First, looking back at the Leena tapes…well, they didn’t hold up as well as I first imagined they would.  At about $18 for a digital download (ugg), the quality hadn’t improved at all.  They were basically old VHS tapes that someone had converted to DVD digital format, however, the graininess, sounds drops, color distortion, and an occaisional VHS tape tracking hiccup showed up.  And while Leena was indeed as hot as I remembered her to be, the other’s did seem dated in the late 80’s early 90’s attire and actor Jonathan Morgan is just plain goofy.  There wasn’t as much Leena as I had hoped.

The Jenna download was much better.  I think she was only 18 at the time, not as much ‘porn’ makeup, much more amateur style, and her moans and excitement were 100% believable.  The only drawback was that it was a Randy West scene and at the time he was clearly starting to show his age.  The other scenes were good as well, as good as you can get from a VHS tape again originally filmed in the early 90’s.  Again, the cost was about $18.

Sometimes I find it hard to justify spending any kind of money on that stuff, especially ‘older’ stuff in the modern age of HD, gonzo, and so much good stuff…like Reality Kings.  They have a lot of variety and a ton of stuff for $30 a month.  On occassion, that is few and far between, I’ll slap down the $30 fee and get a ton of movies to download and it’s definetly more bang for your buck that a single $18 VHS quality video.  And lets not forget how many free sites are out there as well….plenty.

Getting back to ‘celebrity’ tapes……well, I do actually find them very interesting and titalizing…as if they were ‘forbidden’.  I’ve seen the Pam Anderson/Tommy Lee, Kim Kardashian/Ray Jay, Paris Hilton/boyfriend, Collin Farrel/model girlfriend, Vince/Janine tape to name a few and for the most part I’ve liked them all.  But I all saw bootlegs of these and never paid a cent.

However when it comes to this new one with Shauna, I am very tempted to drop the $35 for a 2-disc collection.  I have no idea what is on the second disc, but after seeing some of the stills and a teaser trailer….I find myself getting very worked up over her.  It appears she has dropepd her suit against Vivid which makes it even more suspicious to me that this isn’t a publicity stunt or intentional leak.  In the end, I really don’t care….I am really looking forward to seeing and maybe even owning this tape.

Hope that doesn’t make me sound as a real porn degenerate or deperate loser.  In a way though, I could see how you guys might think that….tapes are released all the time, but only this one have I been actively looking forward to.

On the personal front, it has been a little slow going.  I have not returned Bella’s contact at all as it brings up to many emotions for me that I don’t feel like I can deal with right now. 

I also recently ran into an ex girlfriend of mine that I dated only for a few months about 10 years ago.  It was somewhat awkward for me bordering on uncomfortable.  She is single and now a mother with no contact with the father and has also gained about 70+ lbs.  I’m sorry if that sounds mean and callous, but due to her short stature, she looks a bit ‘big’.  We ran into each other at a party of mutual friends and I had no idea what to say.  We didn’t break up on bad terms or anything, it was the fact I just wasn’t into her but I know she liked me quite a bit.  The uncomfortable part was at this party she began flirting with me again, and I had NO desire to flirt back.  The day after the party my friend called me to let me know that she is still carrying a torch for me and started asking questions about my situation.  She’s a ‘nice’ person, but I really don’t want any further contact.

Becky has disapeared from the face of the planet.  A fun ‘fling’ that I may have wanted to explore further, but doesn’t look like that’s gonna happen.

April called me last week now that she is feeling much better and we had an conjugal encounter last Saturday.  It was ‘fun’…could have be more ‘fun’ if she’d just learn to relax, but she seemed a bit more plaful than usual.  Since this post is already way too long, maybe next one will be that encounter.  It was kinda funny, as well as erotic, to say the least.