Nate’s Place

Sorry for my lack of publishing the last week.

Been a bit under the weather, allergies of the most horrendous nature.  So bad in fact I left work early the other day to get a shot and then put on prescription steroids.  Yup…that bad.  It’s really thrown me off an actual sleep cycle.  My PC also got infected with some malware (AKA: IE AntiVirus) and was unusable for a few days until it was clean.  Thing is I am pretty tech savvy, and usually can avoid such tech pitfalls.  I have a firewall, I have McAffee anti-virus, I change my passwords….but they still got me…..damn hacking bastards.

Warning: explicit material below

So the sex the other night from my text messages was nice follow up, but could have been better.  Despite my earlier attempts to ’seduce’ via text messaging and plant the ‘idea’ of an erotic night…it just seemed to take forever to get off the ground.  I was really kinda looking for something a little more risque and dangerous and forbidden and a little wanton action, but we got a late start which kinda threw off the mood, at least for me.  We got sucked into watching some movie on TV….I can’t even remember what it was now for the life of me…and then just seemed a little too predictable when the credits began to roll…..the sex that is.  I kinda wanted to be spontaneous and was looking for April to ‘take charge’…to ride me like a prized pony.  Instead, as her usual M.O., she left it all up to me to do most of the directing.  Now, don’t get me wrong, when I’m in the mood I like to direct and flip and toss and move about, but for once I’d like her to get a little backbone or edge.

The only part that was ‘edgy’, if you even want to call it that was the fact she wore some crotchless panties (?)  I say that witha  question mark because they weren’t exactly ‘crotchless’, but more a pair of panties that just had a slit in them.  Seeing that April wanted to keep the room dark didn’t allow for me to see all that much either..so the visual stimuli was a little stunted.

What was nice for a few minutes is she laid down on the bed with her head hanging off the matress in which she kinda gave me an upside down blowjob while I was able to slip a few fingers into her through the aforementioned slit.  Though it was a tad awkward due to the height of her bed, there was a few minutes I had to be on my tip toes to give her access to my cock, which ended up being not that comfortable to me.  Sure, she was sucking me off, but it’s hard to enjoy when one keeps having to shift his weight so his calves don’t cramp up.

Despite the fact that she was willing to have me two nights in a row, the fact for me is that while I ‘like’ April and have a history with her…..she’s just….uh…so ’standard’.  Basically, to put it very nicely, is that she’s all talk.  I think it really has to due with her lack of past partners.  If she’s being 100% true to me in what she says, she’s only been with a couple of men her whole life.  That’s not to be a criticism on my behalf, but I can’t think her past boyfriends were the worst lovers ever so they never taught her, OR, they got just as bored and frustrated as I do at times and just went on the greener pastures.  Yeah, yeah….hate me for that last comment.  I just don’t really know how to politely tell someone without hurting their feelings that they more times than not they are ‘average’ at best in bed.

There are people like Bella and Becky and Lisa in my past that I can’t get out of my head because they were so wicked in the sack..  But is that where I am at?  The big trade off?  Do I want a psychotic realationship with a person that’s unpredictable and I’d be afraid to marry just because we can achieve mind blowing sex?  Or, do I settle for the extremely nice and thoughtful girl who isn’t mentally stunted….but is afraid of letting go in the bedroom.  I am very tempted to buy April a book called ‘101 nights of great sex or love making’ or whatever the hell that book is called.  But will she get insulted?  It may be the best $29.99 I ever spend.